Do you, Mind?

 "The human brain has 100 billion neurons, each neuron connected to 10 thousand other neurons. Sitting on your shoulders is the most complicated object in the known universe.". -Michio Kaku

What is the brain? Is it the same thing as your mind?  Physically, I know that it is something found in our skulls. Does it function like a filing cabinet or a computer? Can you work it out like a muscle?  What causes memory loss or lowered brain function?  Are our memories 100% correct or do we remember just enough to tell a decent story? Is your personality or your soul stored in there?  

I have really been thinking about my brain, over the past 20 or so years.  There were times, in my past, when it didn't feel like my brain worked properly. I still have days like that.  Concentration and memory are 2 things that are usually my focus. (Get it? Concentration/focus)

It's very difficult to stay focused, on the regular.  I've never officially been diagnosed with anything that is related to ADD/ADHD...but there may be a chance.  My mind wanders constantly. I feel like I have one or more of these: forgetfulness, absent-mindedness, short attention span, difficulty focusing and a problem with paying attention.

I also struggle greatly with memory issues. It is truly frustrating and disheartening.  My short term doesn't work like I would like it to.  I can remember songs or movie lines from 30 years ago, but I mix up my 2 daughters names.  I rely heavily on calendars and alarms to help me to remember when I have to do anything.  Everyone around seems to be able to remember what they need to do on a daily basis.  I don't have that luxury.

As I write this, I wanted to look something up...but totally blanked on what I was doing. Ugh.

Mind...would you mind if we got separated for a while? I need to sort some things out...while you figure out how to straighten yourself out.  Maybe we can work it out in the near future.

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